loving him was like driving a new maserati down a dead end street…
I hear the preacher say, "Speak now or forever hold your peace." There's the silence, there's my last chance, I stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me. Horrified looks from everyone in the room, but I'm only looking at you.
Speak Now - Taylor Swift
i haven’t been able to feel anything these days. numb is the only thing that i can feel. i’m not one to actually talk about how i feel, i just don’t like talking about it and who cares about it lol. and today, for the first time in a long time, i am actually able to feel something, and i felt dumb about it. i felt childish. they said feelings are what makes you alive, but i have been numb for so long i actually feel dumb for having feelings. not particularly in a romantic kind of way, just feelings in general.
